{ The Last [f][o][u][r] Months }

OK.....so maybe it has been 4 months since i have last blogged but literally i have had no time.

funny what two jobs and school will do to you. 

not that i'm complaining about my jobs i actually happen to like them very much. 

in case you were wondering or even if you're not. 

i nanny for a Dr. that my mom works with who just so happens to be the nicest person ever. and her husband matches so it's perfect.  i also work at the Madeleine Choir School, i have always loved secretary work. don't know what that says about me...but it's true nonetheless.

i'm also liking escuela

math has never been my thing but i actually like it and i'm doing good, which is the most important thing. 

english is easy and i have a way laid back teacher that's always nice.

world religions is another story religions have always interested me but i think the teacher misread the curriculum because he appears to think that it is a compare every religion to the LDS church. but i don't feel like i'm learning all that much from him. the book is more informative and more interesting. 

human bio is great my teacher is a feminist hippie and i love her to death! i learn so much from her, it might not have anything to do with human biology but it's great i hope to be like her {and the mom from easy A mixed}when i'm old.

i really love my psychology class which is a good sign cause that is my major as of the beginning of this semester. which is kinda funny because that was my major from the get go which i then changed mmm maybe 4-5 times no big deal....but that's me so it's whatever really. 

OK so lets get down to the nitty gritty

don't know what exactly qualifies as you people's definition of nitty gritty but the cool thing here is that it doesn't matter because it's my blog.

[A]. two of my sisters are preggo i'm so excited!! not gonna lie it's actually making me a little baby hungry...anyway it's great that it's my sisters are preg, maybe that will stave the hunger for a little while. i can't wait for baby Hogan and baby Rodriguez!! 

[B]. i love my brothers so much! lately a lot has been going on with all of them. i've had some hilarious but deep conversations with Erik that i won't soon forget. Logan is awesome he just doesn't know it but i'm working on it with a little help from Ashy... :D Lee has an amazing girlfriend J-stine. for those of you that know me you know that i am a....little.....protective...especially of my little brothers and it takes me awhile to like anyone period and let alone someone who's liking on my wittle bwothew...but i have nothing but good things to say about Justine! she's real and that's all that matters.

[C]. I love my friends. we all have our individual things that we've been through but they make us who we are and make us fit perfectly together.

 * i recently went up and chilled wit ma gurrl Ashy {whachu think gurl?[what do you think girl?]} sorry couldn't resist...;) it was one of the funnest/funniest weekends i've ever had. that's what i love most about Ashy she knows how to get crazy. there's nothing like my time with Ashy. we have serious talks, laugh til we almost pee, wrestle in the kitchen [i always win] but that's not surprising...we recently came to the conclusion that we are twins and finally life makes sense.  i'm the evil twin but you know what i'm just glad that my life's wish has finally come true. 

* me and Meggy poo have been friends for 16 years... now that is something to brag about fo-shizzle. but at the same time i makes me feel soooo old... but i guess if the boot fits. she and i are having a sleepover this week and i can't wait to stay up talking about anything and everything {until i ask her to bake me a cake} 

---my absolute favorite thing about these women is that even if i told them i went and got drunk they'd ask me what i drank and how it was. not be judgmental like almost any other person. i love that we can all accept each other for who we are and that we help to make each other the people we are.

[D]. life is the biggest beotch i know. my life is fine right now but i see the nicest people going through things that leave an incurable hurt and it hurts me. i wish that i could just say the perfect thing or make their hurt go away so that they could live the life they deserve without any reservations. that's the most important thing without ANY reservations or hesitations. i know i know easier said than done. i may not have personally experienced the things that they are going through but sometimes the people on the outside have the best view of what's going on and therefore can give the best perspective on the situation. the things in life that are worth having require hard work. not easy work, hard work. but it's worth it.

[E]. I think i may have mental issues. no really. you guys might think i'm kidding but i think i have a medical condition that makes me abnormally smart. ha ha ha ha ha jk that was for you Ashy. no but i think i have paranoia. i sleep with weapons next to my bed...that can't be normal. i always have at least one pocket knife on me at all times. and make sure that i have pens or pencils as backup weapons. it gets worse when i was younger and living at my parents i wouldn't turn on the light in the dining room or kitchen ,at night, out of fear that someone outside would see me and sniper me? what!? you guys might think i'm making this up but sadly it's true. i don't know why or even when this started i think i've been this way forever, but who really knows. 

don't know what made me want to share this with the blog world [maybe it's cause i just set a booby trap on the front door that would make noise if the door were to be opened...] but in my defense i am home all alone and i hate and i mean [H] [A] [T] [E] being home alone. especially because i eventually have to go to sleep..which leaves me in a very vulnerable state. why do you think i am writing this at 2:30 am? i'm not a very good sleeper.

unfortunately you can only make a blog so long...and unfortunately i need sleep to function. goodnight blogging world. i'm going to go double check my booby traps.

until next time {that is unless i get snipered}

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